neither/nor cover photo

neither/nor

collected works

2003 – 2008
Rat-Drifting

Liner Noteseldritch Priest, 2025

Rat-drifting light trail photo

neither/nor, the project, came about in 2001 from a desire John Mark Sherlock and I had to create a context in Toronto whereby experimental music could insist on the right to be esoteric. This "right" was something that Morton Feldman wrote about in a 1969 essay titled "Neither/Nor," a text in which he questioned just how much art and social life should belong together. For Feldman, social life is little more than a "vast digestive system that chews up whatever finds its way into its mouth." As such, it "doesn't give a damn about art." If this is the case, then "why," asks Feldman, "is [art] so anxious to find its way into this huge maw?" His response is cynical but indicative of the angsty way that "the modern artist, whose tendency is to use everything at his disposal without any truly personal contribution, naturally reaches toward whatever he feels is real." That society should feel more real than art is, for Feldman, evidence of a gulf between the two domains that misses the very point of art. "How," he writes, "can you bridge what is real with what is only a metaphor? Art is only a metaphor." By this Feldman means that art is precisely what resists identity with society, with what is grasped as real, as literal. Like a metaphor, art's worth lies in the way its occasion draws a difference from a likeness. And it is in this very expression of difference that, as Feldman suggests, "art becomes its own deliverance." In other words, the metaphor of art should neither cross a bridge nor leap into what would only leave it a masticated husk.

Now, this "right to be esoteric," to abide in the gaps that arise between society and its metaphors, was in some sense redundant; or rather, it was unnecessary. Given experimental chamber music's place in the social imaginary—its effective non-place—it could be argued that neither/nor's esoteric aspiration was always already achieved. Our "secret" was never at risk of being exposed, or our metaphor being understood. As far as "society" was concerned, there was nothing to be denied this right. But of course, there is the matter of context. Within this niche of a niche of a niche that locates "experimental chamber music" in a broader field of contemporary composition (in Canada at least), a general pressure to matter in an exoteric way could be said to make the right to be esoteric something of a scandal. If art is made for a public whose precious attention is what justifies its existence, then art that fails to meet this imperative is, simply put, unjustified. So, I guess, in a sense, what I'm saying is that none of what we did as a collective of experimental composers and musicians, as neither/nor, was justified. Hence, the (quasi-)sarcastic titles of our festivals—"inconsequence," "obscurity," and "failure"—and the general feeling of a job well done.

— eldritch Priest, 2025

Liner NotesSherlock

Light trail photo

When eldritch Priest and I decided to organize concerts of our own work, it arose from the sense of being outside the system of the "New Music" establishment, and from that location, a lack of hope or faith that we would be getting in anytime soon. We named our group neither/nor after Feldman's essay in which he asserts his "insistence on the right to be esoteric." Neither art, nor politics was the thing.

Having succeeded with solo shows, we thought we could extend our platform to other composers, our friends, similarly without access to the approved creative avenues. And so, the three-evening miniature festival "festivettes" coalesced. These were greatly fulfilling for me and lived up to my hopes for an aesthetically-freer, non-institutional experience.

The festivettes—inconsequence - obscurity - (failure)—with titles that epitomized our attitude (mine for certain) in the face of the self-laureating "winners" of their own tiny star system. This even once leaving me to put into words "Please, God, let me be irrelevant!" when agape at the aesthetic vacuum of the approved relevant "featured composer-of-the-week." Do not worry, if you are reading this, that barb likely does not apply to you!

Often the old avant-garde becomes the new establishment over time. I have not really experienced that. In fact, I may be even further away… but, it is meaningless.

I am where I have always been.

inconsequence – obscurity – failure

I owe endless thanks to all of my friends, the composers, I consider the neither/nor-istes, the neither/nor ensemble, who contributed pieces and played one another's works.

To eldritch - we followed one another into the cold and dark - but exited on the bright side.

To Marc Couroux - you were there all along, even before you were.

~ Sherlock

inconsequenceDancemakers Studio & Array Space, Toronto — December 12–14, 2003

Snow-covered van Elevator panel: inconsequence
inconsequence festival poster, 2003
inconsequence festival poster, December 2003

Friday, December 12, 2003 — Dancemakers Studio

1.Colin Clark – cooked(5:12)
Eric Chenaux & eldritch Priest, guitars · Eric km Clark, violin · Michael Kane, synthesizer · John Mark Sherlock, electric piano
2.Connor Ferster – Big Windows(5:33)
Eric km Clark, violin · Joshua Giesbrecht, percussion · eldritch Priest, harmonica
3.Wolf Edwards – My Lai 1968(6:32)
Eric km Clark, violin
4.John Mark Sherlock – (life's rich) pageant(13:05)
Marc Couroux, Fender Rhodes · Michael Kane, clavinet · John Mark Sherlock, Wurlitzer
5.Eric km Clark – White Devils(25:17)
Joshua Giesbrecht and Eric km Clark, violins
6.Joshua Giesbrecht – Golem(10:37)
Joshua Giesbrecht and Eric km Clark, violins
7.eldritch Priest – many traceries, several(ly)(11:07)
eldritch Priest, lap steel, tape (harmonica, Realistic "Concertmate") · Eric Chenaux, guitar · Eric km Clark, violin
8.eldritch Priest – many traceries, several(ly) (studio version)(12:46)
eldritch Priest, lap steel guitar, acoustic guitar, slide bass guitar, voice(s), Realistic Concertmate, & harmonicas

Saturday, December 13, 2003 — Array Space (Atlantic Ave.)

9.Marc Couroux – Blowback at Breakfast: A Dr. Kissinger Mystery (or, the unconstitutional takes a little longer)(50:19)
Archival recording made October 2003, Montréal. Marc Couroux, piano, electronics

Sunday, December 14, 2003 — Dancemakers Studio

10.Josh Thorpe – Flocklight(15:04)
Josh Thorpe, jaw harp · Eric Chenaux, guitar · Colin Clark, guitar · Eric km Clark & Joshua Giesbrecht, violins · Michael Kane, Fender Rhodes · eldritch Priest, lap steel · John Mark Sherlock, Wurlitzer
11.Joshua Giesbrecht – Trumpets of the Demiurge(4:25)
Joshua Giesbrecht, violin, bells
12.Chedo Barone – Recorder Music(7:49)
Chedo Barone, recorders and tape recorder
13.Michael Kane – imp. no. 1(5:23)
Michael Kane, Fender Rhodes
14.John Mark Sherlock – final approach (to lessness)(7:02)
Eric km Clark, violin · Marc Couroux, Fender Rhodes · John Mark Sherlock, Wurlitzer · Doug Tielli, trombone
15.eldritch Priest – smudge…respite…sink(28:58)
eldritch Priest, lap steel · Eric Chenaux, guitar · Eric km Clark, violin · Marc Couroux, organ · Michael Kane, Fender Rhodes · John Mark Sherlock, harmonium

obscurityThe Darling Building, 5th floor, Toronto — December 9–11, 2005

Snowy street at night Elevator panel: obscurity
obscurity festival poster, 2005
obscurity festival poster, December 2005
Light trail photo with quote
I wouldn't want to try to shed too much light on obscurity for fear of evaporating it in the same way one changes the behaviour of an animal by the act of observation. "Jim, the lions seem a bit skittish…" Apropos to nothing in particular:
"A dog is a dog until he is facing you. Then he is Mr. Dog." -JMS

Friday, December 9, 2005

16.Eric Chenaux – Lovers Rock/Recessional (Skempton/Adu arr. Chenaux)(5:45)
The obscurity choir & Eric Chenaux, guitar · Kelliot Brown, upright bass · Marc Couroux, keyboard · eldritch Priest, lap steel · Doug Tielli, banjo
17.Eric Chenaux – Some Woo, Some Wane(6:55)
The obscurity choir & Eric Chenaux, guitar · Kelliot Brown, upright bass · Eric km Clark, violin · Marc Couroux, keyboard · Doug Tielli, saw
18.Doug Tielli – Swimming Pool Parts(9:18)
Doug Tielli, saw · Eric Chenaux, guitar · Michael Kane, organ · eldritch Priest, guitar · Rachael Wadham, saw
19.eldritch Priest – the new crepuscular(20:30)
eldritch Priest, guitar, electronics, tape · Kelliot Brown, upright bass · Marc Couroux, Fender Rhodes
20.Josh Thorpe – Pitch Flow in Pine(8:36)
Kelliot Brown, bass · Eric Chenaux, guitar · Michael Kane, synthesizer · Doug Tielli, trombone

Saturday, December 10, 2005

21.Marc Couroux – Gore and Bill in Chicago (Rehearsals for Retirement)(13:45)
Marc Couroux, keyboard, vocals, electronics
22.Kelliot Brown – Apthsmthb(12:18)
Kelliot Brown, upright bass · Eric km Clark, violin · Marc Couroux, keyboard · eldritch Priest, guitar · Doug Tielli, trombone
23.Marc Couroux – In C(arpenters)(31:53)
Marc Couroux, keyboard, electronics · Kelliot Brown, upright bass · eldritch Priest, guitar · John Mark Sherlock, keyboard
24.John Mark Sherlock – salvage and wrecking(15:26)
John Mark Sherlock, tuned demijohns, Hammond B3 · Kelliot Brown, upright bass · Eric km Clark, violin · Marc Couroux, Fender Rhodes · Michael Kane, Wurlitzer

Sunday, December 11, 2005

25.Colin Clark – Hillier, Beamsville and Harrow(8:14)
Colin Clark, guitar, ukulele · Eric km Clark, violin · eldritch Priest, melodica · John Mark Sherlock, synthesizer · Josh Thorpe, ukulele · Doug Tielli, trombone · Rachael Wadham, accordion
26.Michael Kane – disassembled(3:03)
Michael Kane, keyboard · Marc Couroux, keyboard · eldritch Priest, guitar
27.Rachael Wadham – Songs for My Love(10:28)
Rachael Wadham, accordion · Colin Clark, ukulele · Eric km Clark, violin · Josh Thorpe, banjo
1. Why you do
2. Holding
3. Brush those eyes
4. Seems grey dear
5. Are you a heart
6. In the bud Rose
7. Beautiful Herbert
8. Shrink your petals
9. The above can be had wherever
10. Finger tips
11. I've got a date
12. By arrangement
28.eldritch Priest – clinamen (or 'swerve')(10:09)
Eric km Clark, violin
29.Eric km Clark – Orsher in Stalingrad(25:42)
Eric km Clark, violin · Kelliot Brown, upright bass · Michael Kane, keyboard · eldritch Priest, lap steel guitar · Doug Tielli, trombone · Rachael Wadham, accordion · Colin Clark, ukulele · Josh Thorpe, banjo

From the Sessionsobscurity rehearsals & performances, 2005

Marc Couroux and Doug Tielli Rehearsal, conducting and guitar Ensemble seated with instruments Ensemble performing Upright bass performance Keyboard performance to audience

A Poetics of Obscurityeldritch Priest

Obscurity ephemera text on light trail photo
Obscurity was dubbed thoroughly. A good speck of perhaps helped to clear the backward lack of it, while beside itself the twitcher kept twitching. So undone, the order placed outside came in the backdoor. The front door remained before and the thoroughly dubbed obscurity sidled by as if unnoticed. But there was nothing illuminated.
Theory text page 31
A poetics of obscurity has as its non-resembling ground a viral-like condition of becoming. Obscurity, as departure, weakens the apparatus that capture or institutionalize the multitudinous affects and processes of becoming by promising nothing, nothing because what it donates can never be anything but a violence, a paradoxical instance in which the obscure is immediately what it is not. This does not make the obscure "clear", that would be simply a relation of exclusion, a mode of relationship requiring the absence of its opposite or contrary. Obscurity establishes multiple positivities that consist of immediate but unequal relations between variegated presences of other obscurities. It bears resemblance to what Gilles Deleuze, following Lévi-Strauss, calls the floating signifier, "…the servitude of all finite thought, but also the promise of all art, poetry, all mythic and aesthetic invention," and the floated signified, "what is given by the signifier without being thereby known."i A "thing-a-ma-jig". However, obscurity mediates more than two series. It effectively remainders multiple power relations that configure institutional formulae of thought by radically ramifying interpretive strategies and narrative proclivities through an enforced "burrowing" logic where connexions are experimental and contingent (maybe even provisional) rather than causal. The measure of obscurity is not against clarity, but against itself as it circulates and passages the singularities of multiple series (thing-a-ma-jigs); it remains out of joint with itself; it is violence. Promising nothing but "otherwise" (which is not a symmetry), obscurity provokes vital possibility over certain arrest to create what Brian Massumi claims are "the conditions for a contagion of becoming-other".ii
i. Deleuze, Gilles. 1990. The Logic of Sense. New York: Columbia University Press. 49
ii. Massumi, Brian. 1992. A User's Guide to Capitalism and Schizophrenia. Durham: Duke University Press. 101
Theory text page 32
A viral poetic makes meaning service alternative or eccentric means. This "servicing otherwise" implicates a political dynamic in obscurity that divides its tendency into a poetics that disassembles and an aesthetic that reassembles. The poetic becoming of obscurity "invites" attention by weaving so many braids of conceptual tinsel into a "perplex" of experimental thought. The syntax of erasure and accumulation inhibit the application of ready-made concepts, breaking apart habits of inevitability and purpose. However, the multiple voices that manifest in disassemblage are "viral" singularities with residual intensities (power to affect and to be affected) that mobilize which voices are heard and what meanings are produced. If the poetics of obscurity entail processes of disassembly, its remaindering of singularities tacitly implies the problematic of reassembly and nominates a politically invested aesthetic of obscurity to renovate the conditions of becoming, a becoming vitally laced with the strategic and tactical effects of a connexion that expresses the demands of competing and interleaving purposes.

The more radical implication of this viral poetic is that if meaning is impelled by affective latchings, then it suggests that some forms of thought function virally. An extreme example can be seen in the obsessive-compulsive whose thinking is literally contaminated by ego-dystonic thoughts, thoughts at variance with the aims of the ego. To the obsessive-compulsive, these thoughts do not simply manifest in the mind and take their leave; whether they derive from one's own string of thought or plucked from a fleeting comment, suggestion, reading, they invade the belief system (the ego) and infect it with a profound but irrational doubt. This in turn (and I use this phrase to evoke the idea of "troping") provokes a response in which the affected person seeks to attain certainty and reduce anxiety through an elaborate, though irrational, system of cognitive and behavioral performances.

Theory text page 33
However, this inferential chain of thinking, in which each concatenation draws upon the already active powers of its neighbour-come-host, imparts its own affectivity that ramifies doubt. Doubt is carried along a network of multiple entries and exits, none of which is required or rational; it is what Deleuze and Guattari term a "rhizome": "The rhizome connects any point to any other point, its traits are not necessarily linked to traits of the same nature. It brings into play very different regimes of signs, and even non-sign states"i

Deleuze and Guattari theorize the rhizome through the concept of schizophrenia. The obsessive-compulsive, unlike the schizophrenic, recognizes the irrationality of her thoughts and behaviour, but is nonetheless carried along, "rhizomatically", to distant and obscure – irrational – shores of ideas, beliefs and connexion. Both the schizophrenic and the obsessive-compulsive demonstrate a rhizomic nature of thought; however, where the schizophrenic "delights" in the fundamental "lubriety" of cognition, the obsessive-compulsive eccentrically and affectively networks mentation. The latter is an extreme notion of viral poetics at work in the becoming of thought, but it serves to illustrate how thoughts, detrimentally in some cases, possess the capacity to rest cognitive agency from the "ordinary" thinking subject and propel it elsewhere. It is interesting to speculate on how applicable this concept of a viral becoming is to the entire phenomenon of consciousness. If all thought proceeds by way of linkage and response to the coupling of affects, one could depathologize viral becoming by placing it in contexts that exploit the contaminative connexion to carry thought into an agnostic zone – the zone of art – where thinking translates viral becoming into "becoming-viral".

Theory text page 34
There are multiple ways to enter/exit a discussion in obscurity, none of which is necessary. But if not necessary, then purposefully, and if purposefully, then with intensity. But the intensity of what? Like the "otherwise" articulation of a viral poetics, the redeployment of seemingly incommensurable concepts and thoughts acquire new movements and valences that expand the scope of mobilization and produce new co-ordinates of subjectivity.

Borrowing from Arjun Appadurai, who expounds a system of five interfacing "scapes" that he defines as "perspectival constructs, inflected by the historical, linguistic, and political situatedness of difference sorts of actors," which form the building blocks of "imaginary worlds"ii, I suggest the embryonic presence of "alloscapes", although, I prefer the term "allotrope" as the becomings-viral of "anti-imaginary worlds", worlds that still accept the arrangement of the imaginary world but form an insubordinate array of its own.

A virus renders the operation of the body, the individual and societal, alien to itself. The individual body leaks fluids, heats up, cools down, calls in sick; the social body lapses into desuetude, shuts down production, loses capital, slows the economy. A virus introduces to the body an alternate functioning, a delitescent functioning that is immanent to bodily processes, yet made active only under discommode of a half-life. The point is that the virus alters the sensitivity of what the body can do. Applied to cultural and global bodies, a viral poetics constitutes the "allotrope" which instantiates the alternate functioning of imaginary worlds – "anti-imaginary worlds". The speeds and slownesses, density and slackening of these worlds, accustomed to certain flows of exchange, capital and communicative, are re-viewed, re-conceptualized, not from an outside but from a contaminated within.

i. Deleuze and Guattari, 1987. A Thousand Plateaus. Minneapolis: University of Minnesota Press. 21
ii. Appadurai, Arjun. 1996. Modernity at Large. Minneapolis: University of Minnesota Press. 33
Theory text page 35
(It remains decidedly unclear whether I am speaking about virology figuratively or not. Deleuze and Guattari speak literally about a virus. They depathologize the virus by "decorporealizing" and portray it as an agent assigned to a "domain that exceeds the (molar) organization of the organism or body," where "the destructive impact of viruses is effectively suspended: far from destroying the bodies of their hosts, viruses forge new "bodies" – that is, new assemblages of molecular particles, singularities, and haecceities."1 There is not the room in this work to extrapolate upon this formulation, suffice to say that the depathologized virus acts as a "decorporealized" agent on the order of the inorganic, where the organic is the realm of "molar" captures (the site of coded-closed wholes and self-similarity), the inorganic is the field of clustered-open wholes and difference.

Although similar in description to the Freudian "unconscious" that acts as an "other" within, the viral differs through its non-autonomy. Unlike the "unconscious", which Freud imputes with a peculiar autonomy, the viral must link with another series, be it a body, concept, image, text, in order to unleash its vital powers of contagion; it is necessarily hyphenated and metabolizes becoming in its very ability to connect. The "unconscious" is confined to replay the specific traumas of the subject; however, the connective capacity of the viral promotes flight. Infection does not simply disrupt but disassembles. It transfers hijacked fragments of code, meaning through variable terrains of possibility, mutating what it de/re-codes, and troping what remains. But the viral also possess a peculiar autonomy. From the position of the subject, the viral functions independently of human agency and affixes itself onto other fragments (of language) using bodies (humans) as hosts for reproduction and distribution.)

Theory text page 36
The allotrope occupies a peculiar a position within this framework of "scapes" in that it has no image of itself. William Burroughs reminds us "the only image a virus has is the image and soundtrack it can impose on you." Allotropism is the effect of an imaginary world put to work differently, whose manifest representation can only be produced as an "embodied elsewhere", that which we might locate in the realm of art. To know the world "otherwise" finds its representation in the arts by the works that are the by-product of a "seeing" the world otherwise. This distinction is important for it intimates a movement where "seeing-otherwise" or "rather-than" does not coincide with a "knowing-otherwise". "Seeing-otherwise" is an immediate apprehension of force/affect of the anti-imaginary: there is no "image" of the anti-imaginary world, only the confrontation of forces (Deleuze 1989), a semiology of affect. "Knowing-otherwise", however, convenes sign systems - codes - that generate new networks of meaning and circles of interpretation which immediately articulate the "untimely" body of hybridity, summoning difference and repetition, erasure and accumulation – obscurity. But the allotrope is imageless in itself. Its image is the "soundtrack" of becoming-viral (the poetics of obscurity) imposed upon those who are "seeing (becoming)-otherwise" – the artwork, the signifying remainder, is the recorded vestige of allotropism. This is not to say that 'you' are incapable of "seeing-otherwise" if 'you' do not do art, for the experience of art (to behold, to listen, etc.) is its own radically different and "indirect expression" of the allotrope whose "soundtrack" is imposed upon 'you'.

- eP

Abstract light trail photo
Marc Couroux, eldritch Priest, John Mark Sherlock Portrait with Wurlitzer keyboard

failureQueen West Arts Centre, 100a Ossington, Toronto — March 29–31, 2007

Toronto street at night failure festival flyer with cartoon hippo
Abstract blurred stage lights

Thursday, March 29, 2007

30.Colin Clark – Where the Honey Is(4:11)
Eric km Clark, violin · Doug Tielli, trombone · Rachael Wadham, clarinet
31.Eric km Clark – Mein Schatz, Slaughter Series I–IV(5:18)
Eric km Clark, violin
32.Rachael Wadham – some more songs: can hardly wait; other men miss; wait, bye?(8:12)
Eric km Clark, violin · Doug Tielli, trombone · Rachael Wadham, ukelele, melodica
33.Marc Couroux – Carpenter et al, Downey Lyrical Holdings, a Real-Time System as of March 29, 2007(40:57)
Marc Couroux, keyboard and electronics · Julian Pivato, voice · Kelliot Brown, upright bass · Eric Chenaux and eldritch Priest, guitars · Eric km Clark, violin · Josh Thorpe, banjo · Doug Tielli, trombone

Friday, March 30, 2007

34.Kelliot Brown – more antimatter!!!; more antimatter!!!(12:04)
Kelliot Brown, upright bass · Marc Couroux, keyboard · eldritch Priest, guitar · Doug Tielli, trombone
35.John Mark Sherlock – insufficienza(6:18)
John Mark Sherlock, clavinet
36.Paul Swoger-Ruston – Coming Up for Air(13:35)
Kelliot Brown, upright bass · Eric km Clark, violin · Marc Couroux, keyboard · John Mark Sherlock, clavinet
37–38.eldritch Priest – the brown study, part 1 & 2(27:42 / 26:56)
eldritch Priest, guitar & electronics · Kelliot Brown, upright bass · Eric Chenaux, guitar · Eric km Clark, violin · Marc Couroux, keyboard · John Mark Sherlock, clavinet · Josh Thorpe, banjo · Doug Tielli, trombone · Rachael Wadham, melodica

Saturday, March 31, 2007

39.Eric Chenaux – Old Peculiar(5:14)
40.Eric Chenaux – another(3:41)
41.Doug Tielli – Evening Ones(3:38)
42.Doug Tielli – Endless Banner(1:22)
43.Doug Tielli – Leaf Greener(4:23)
44.Doug Tielli – Shift Face(4:05)
The failure ensemble
45.Josh Thorpe – Gold Foil(10:27)
The failure choir & Josh Thorpe, banjo · Eric km Clark, violin
46–47.eldritch Priest – the brown study, part 3 & 4(21:51 / 28:08)
eldritch Priest, guitar & electronics · Kelliot Brown, upright bass · Eric Chenaux, guitar · Eric km Clark, violin · Marc Couroux, keyboard · John Mark Sherlock, clavinet · Josh Thorpe, banjo · Doug Tielli, trombone · Rachael Wadham, melodica

Failurenotes

failure tracklist 30-32 Abstract light trail photo
Trio performing, violin and guitar Wadham, Clark, Clark, Priest, Tielli performing
Kelliot Brown, Couroux, Thorpe, Chenaux, Kane Kelliot Brown, Couroux, Thorpe, Chenaux, Kane closer
Failure essay page 50
The effect of failure is not regrettable; in fact, it's a boon. It relieves Beauty of having to coincide with its terms, terms freighted with so much irrelevant import that they obscure the conditions on which this music might be interesting. Of course one is free to seek Beauty in these events. Clearly there is manifest a tendency towards something that reminds us of Beauty; however, not according to anachronisms like "balance, "proportion," and "harmony," but something more remote, something like the pure aesthetic disposition Kant imputes to the "concept-less" cosmological by-product of "Nature" ("This one's a real Ideas lacker…"). Yet, because Kant requires that the Beautiful emerge as a judgment grounded upon the pleasurable agreement of the Imagination's faculty of intuition with that of the Understanding's faculty of concepts, failure, by this measure, cannot rightly called Beautiful. But works such as these, though they fail to comport with Kant's (obnoxious) rationalist notion of the Beautiful and offer only the distribution of salvaged affects as their aesthetic expression, bring the event they provoke into the domain of an empiricism advanced by such thinkers as William James, John Dewey, and Gilles Deleuze. In the empirical sense espoused by these theorists the matter of art is less as a discourse of representation (the Beautiful) and more a modality of experience per se, a modality of transcendental immanence, or eternity in time.
Failure essay page 51 Failure essay page 52
Failure essay page 53
Failure

1.0 Keep in mind that I am not saying these works are beautiful; rather, they promote a future beauty. "The Beautiful," which is not what I am saying, is a hinge.
1.1 That which tends towards Beauty: It is almost nothing, mostly nothing in fact. It gives way to change. Indeed, this tendency is utterly dependent upon its giving way, for the charm is precisely its alibi.
   1.1.1 It might go without saying that Beauty changes with time; its meaning a measure of the socio-historical currency of the sign. If we take Adorno's position that the aesthetic is a negative experience (the anti-form of history), then how does the negative articulate the aesthetic experience of beauty?
1.2 Lingering might be a better term to describe the way these sounds endure and do the work of excavation.
   1.2.1 Rather than integrate and harmonize the detritus of history, failure prefers to distribute it, but in a localized manner that does more to allay the whimpering of an-art than service the politics of re-"Art."
   1.2.2 It could also be said that there is no working upon history here. The remainders, gathered into congeries of pastness, exhibit expressive forms — "culture" — which, in order to satisfy "Art" require only the mere shuffling of crumbs, whereas, art desires creation. The former case concerns technique and representation — geometry — while the latter tasks contemplation and resemblance. In other words "Art" confuses fabrication for creation. What's peculiar about these works are how the crumbs of fabrication do not pretend to a trajectory of sense, but instead, the crumbs are operationalized as cultural dross. The dirt and garbage you pass over or around have a life whose vitality, despite its irrelevance to you, vibrates nonetheless.
1.3 Failure often floats among the flotsam of life. Everything you might have hold of then—in art, in thought—is the jetsam of history.
   1.3.1 Like failure, if this is our contemporary predicament, we are all of us lost at sea. How you keep yourself afloat and whether you believe such an effort will buoy you up and carry you to shore orients an attitude towards the future. On failure's part I would suggest his effort lacks this struggle. He neither gropes nor scrambles to salvage meaning. In the wreckage of "Art" while hope floats failure drifts.
2.0 Before I become too immersed in thinking about the fragility and/or robustness of Beauty I should remind you that a "hinge" is what works to freight the significance of experiential remainders. A hinge then does not require an ontological ground to function but needs only an idea of its transcendence to intend meaning. Of course this does not yield an absolute knowledge of what we are interested in, but I never said that it would.
   2.0.1 Jankélévitch calls his hinge "Charm."
2.1 Using Beauty, let's think about the Beloved as a functionary in a way that history does not. I could speak in formal terms about this or that but "that" would exclude the more interesting thisness (ecceity) of failure's function in the pleasure of experiencing "no where."
   2.1.1 As I have said elsewhere, it is the Beloved that establishes our sense of distance to it and to its world by being alternately both the address and the addressed. It constitutes our subjectivity accordingly, and in this case, because the Beloved is "failure," it measures us at degree zero.
2.2 The "failure" that inheres in the music, the Beloved who forever founders, frees you to endure its present ipseity in much the same way that the beholden world's hidden half behind you has a visual presence to it that fails to directly command your attention.
   2.2.1 In this sense the Beloved is a whisper that hints the advent of music's becoming.
2.3 The Beloved that failure shows you opens itself to having nothing say except for its own facticity. And by this I mean that it is a-rhetorical, which, curiously, in making itself be nothing but fact—a singularity even—multiples its valence so that you can say as much as you want but you will never say it all.
3.0 The Beloved "failure" is always the object. Thus failure is always its aim.

imperial noiseRecorded live at Somewhere There, August 2008

imperial noise cover photo, light trails
Marc Couroux, Fender Rhodes, keyboards, tapes · eldritch Priest, electric guitar · John Mark Sherlock, Wurlitzer · Eve Egoyan, clavinet · Heather Roche, clarinet
Toronto street at night, blurred lights
48.John Mark Sherlock – one more day in the empire(26:21)
49.eldritch Priest – nonstudy(32:47)
50.Marc Couroux – MacArthur Park by Jimmy Webb (thanx to Martin Arnold) by Mauro Croxuc(14:20)
Abstract orange light trails

Credits

Credits page background, light trails
Editing & Mastering by Couroux / Priest / Sherlock
"obscurity" and "failure" recorded by Ted Phillips (RIP)
many traceries, several(ly) (8) mastered by Murat Çolak
Booklet design by xenopraxis
Photos by Sherlock
Produced by neither/nor & Rat-drifting, 2025
Closing image, dark amber light

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